For love is not a choice.

I'm Maddie, I follow no trends and I dress how I feel comfortable.

I have dyscalculia, I'm autistic and I have depression.

I'm obsessed with Sims 3, where reality is distant and a dream world is all you need to focus on...

Clicking on something by accident and then ending up in an argument. Why do I do it? I made a mistake and ended up in tears. I hate this. I hate everything. I love you so much, please just know it was an accident. I’m so sensitive right now and that just.. Eugh

— 2 days ago

No matter what happens, even if someone’s being the nicest to me or I’m with people who care about me.. I still feel like this, I still feel alone and lost. I’m fed up of this now.

— 3 days ago

Hate sitting in a room all day doing nothing but it’s the only way I get to see you. You never want to go out and do things with me but you’ll happily go out and smoke weed with everyone else. But as soon as I offer to go out anywhere you say ‘no can’t be bothered’ just want to have a real relationship instead of sitting in a room.

— 1 week ago

I hope I don’t wake up in the morning. Goodnight.

— 1 week ago

Okay I’m fed up of feeling like this, I’m fed up of everything!! I just want things to be back to normal again before I go insane. I can’t do this any more. Why can’t you just answer my prayers?! If you can’t help me then at least help everyone else, but no. You can’t do that either? Why can’t things be easy?

— 1 week ago

Doesn’t feel like you want to be with me any more. You treat me as though I’m just a friend.
I miss how we was.

— 2 weeks ago

Horrible tooth and jaw ache.

— 2 weeks ago

These anti-depressants are making me feel so weird and they’re only 20mg l0l.

— 2 weeks ago
I feel like you’re slipping away, but I’m slowly letting you, be you.Just to see you happy.I love you, angel.

I feel like you’re slipping away, but I’m slowly letting you, be you.
Just to see you happy.
I love you, angel.

— 2 weeks ago